Smitten by asked me to write a post about Colum. This week they are focusing on Mother's who have lost and infertility. There is a post written by me today and one on Wednesday 5/9 that I wrote a year ago on infertility. Click here to check it out.
I know that it's a normal thing that I'm still so sad and cry very often. But, I promise you this accident is not going to be who I am. There are slivers of sun starting to shine through. And I owe it to Finn and hopefully my future children (cross your fingers) to be a Mom who laughs, teaches, and shows them how to be strong and have fun. I have moments of the old me, the Mom I always dreamed of being is popping her head out a little tiny bit more each day. This sadness is just a little bit tougher to grab the reigns and steer in the right direction. Thank you all for your thoughts, and prayers.... I've said it before and I'll say it again but I couldn't do it without you.